Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Dear Diary 54


Dear Diary,

Time....

I've looked back and forth up and down the timeline of my life and it's been pretty good. Things haven't always gone the way I would like but I still can't complain. There are so many people who would like to be in my shoes and have the "problems" I think I have. There was a time when I did a lot of complaining but I have come to realize that complaining only forces you to stay in the same position.

Action....

Bitching and moaning about job, finances, or whatever else you're letting get you down is a waste of time. You have to get up, get out, and make things happen for yourself. It's not always easy. I have let life get me down in the past and didn't realize that I was holding myself back. I'm learning to get in the game and not be a spectator. It's important.

Faith....

Isaiah 40:31. But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run , and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

A friend emailed this scripture to me. It's something I needed to hear. The words were perfect and right on time, just like God seems to be for me. A few things have happened to me recently that would have affected me in the past. I knew I was growing when I was able to keep the faith and move on. I prayed for the strength that I knew God was going to give me and went on with the business of living. It felt good. Life is going to keep throwing me curve balls and i'm glad that I am learning that I don't always have to dodge them. I can face them head on and know that my faith in God will pull me through.

Strength

I named this blog after the person I was aspiring to be. I started down a path and wasn't sure where it would lead. I just knew I had to find my way because I wasn't happy with the way my life was going. Changes needed to be made. I had to woman up and get it together. Looking in the mirror and telling myself there had to be more was getting to be tiring. I am very proud of the woman I am today. She has done, and will continue to do, what she needs to do to be that strong black woman. The journey never ends. Things are constantly changing. There was a time when I was scared of that change, but that's all in the past. I love me.

Affirmation

I am good enough. I am strong enough. It is my time. Those who cannot get with it will not be invited on my journey. I am that strong black woman.

Until tomorrow....

6 comments:

the YOUNG LIONESS said...

my favorite part of this was the affirmation

you are well on your way! so happy to have come across your blog, indeed inspiring

Mizrepresent said...

Awe, babygirl...i love this...you are a strong black woman...and i identify wholeheartedly...we are the strength and backbone of this entire nation and world...you will be whomever you want to be...keep that in mind...you possess the power to change the world.

A Free Spirit Butterfly said...

Something inside of you spoke this title because that person knew you had it in you!

Like Stacye wrote on her blog, She is me. You are her, A Strong Black Woman!

Hold your head up, contiue to beleive in You and use the people God has placed in your life!

Love and peace
China

Solomon said...

You are such a strong person, yes the title of this blog is perfect fot you. Life will always throw us curve balls, but that doesn't mean we still can't win the game

Strongblkwmn said...

Lioness - Welcome! I hope to see you around again.

Mizrepresent - I am happy to be able to genuinely feel that I am strong. It wasn't always that way. I spent a lot of years letting life get me down. I'm ready to change the world.

Butterfly - She is me and i'm claiming her.

Solomon - I think those curve balls make us who we are.

Maxine Beneba Clarke said...

Just want to say hi - your blog rocks!